its been a loooooong weekend+holiday

eh2 br prasan da lame xupdate....
well so much has happened lately
i went back on CNY holiday n didnt get outta da hse AT ALL...hehe
my lil sis told me sumthin dat really surprised me.....

she knew dis 1 guy which is my mom's son.....
it all happened ACCIDENTALLY (at least according 2 HER)
then when he knew what my lil sis looks like,HE STOPPED CONTACTING MY LIL SIS!!
SOUNDS VERY2 FAMILIAR.....then there was 1 part dat really hit me very hard

once my lil sis called him,he said "fon abg sy rosak laa,sy bg die pinjam fon"
yaALLAH,noe wut?dat was d exact reason dat dis fucking guy told me after i met him face2face
syahda,u noe who rite?=( owh ok now i noe..........i think it runs in my family dat
once a guy knew how we look like,they wud stop b frens wif us......
these ppl can so GO TO HELL!!mcm bagos sgt,CAM SIAL ader!!!

mase CNY holiday aritu i went2my senior back in high skewl's engagement day,
when it all finished,i talked 2 myself.....i dont think i can picture myself in her position rite now
NOT NOW,NOT IN THE FUTURE,NOT EVER!!!seriously aku xleh nk bygkan aku bertunang
ke hape ke.......I CANT!!!hish it SCARES me out!!!!
my frens said "the time will come when u found the right person" *sigh* so it wont then!!

oh yea almost 4got...i hav changed group 4 academic writing assignment...
i hav abandoned my "former groupmates"...i think most of ppl in my batch noe abt dis...
sum hav asked me where did i get the courage n nerve 2 do dat?
i told them I AM SICK OF BEIN VICTIMS IN MY LIFE......
i shud take control of my own rights so now is the time n i did it.....
who cud stand in a situation where u r alwez da 1 dat concerns abt ur work so much
but others can pretend dat its not their work 2 n xpect ppl 2 assign u work????
c'mon laa u r already in da 2nd year of degree n stil behavin like u r stil in pre??
eh even those in pre KNOW 2 do their own work laaa......
so in conclusion i hav lost a fren i guess since she has seldom talk 2 me after d 'incident'
plus she's in love rite now...in a relationship
i mean they r nice as frens but not as groupmates....
sorry I'VE GOT 2 B CRUEL 2 B KIND.....(dlm lirik "the hardest thing" by 98 degrees)

now i wanna talk abt my DAMNED big bro.....
my mom told me dat he has pierced his ear n therefore die da xleh jd wali.....
BAGOS2!!keep up da gud work........DAMNED PPL......
so wut i did was sarcastically saying dat its a pity A LOSER like him 2 pierce himself
u noe wut he said back 2 me??he said "bkn aku gune duit ko pon ko kecoh apahal??"
n i totally 4got 2 say "bkn duit ko pon jgn nk prasan,duit mak yg ko gune"
n then he started 2 say sumthin abt jaga sendiri kubur ko,aku tau jaga kubur aku....
sumthin like dat....sejibik mcm dlm cite mencari al-zahra....dialog si safura mase ade sorg lelaki
tego die jgn buat maksiat....hish2 sian abg aku tuh,da laa BODOH NK MAMPOS,jahil plak tu dlm
agama....sian org camni kene laknat oleh ALLAH....only ALLAH can "repay" 4 wut he said&done

ape lg ek??
itu je kot....hahaha da puas release tension
aku nk logout....so njoy ur life 2 da fullest....
luv y'all muah2 ;)
bubui