detachment...

starting from this upcoming monday,
i will:
~detach myself from my friends
~detach myself from my precious streamyx ;(
~detach myself from my rented house in s18
~detach myself from my comfort-zone generally



huhuhu
this is all happening due to
my "hijrah" to s11 sports school dormitory
all due respect to practical *yeah right~*
if it is not for the transportation problem
and the fact that the school is out of public transportation's reach..
i would not have to move into the dormitory *bummer*
nevertheless,i should not view it too negatively
there will always be the positive side of every story
the positive of all this would only be
that i can fully concentrate on the school
meaning my life will revolves around academic and
extra co-curricular activities *coughing*
just like any other secondary school teacher



okay here it goes...
im sorry that i deleted u from my MSN and YM messenger
im sorry that i could not care less of keeping in touch
im sorry that i have fallen for u
im sorry that i accused u for doing the things i said u did
im sorry that im so damn misunderstood
im sorry
im sorry
i dont deserve this from u
i should never have fallen for u
i should not ruin this friendship
i did what i did and i regret it...
if u happened to read this mr A
u are one of my friend who had been a great help
who accepted me for who i am
who accepted my friendship without any strings attached
and now im the one who broke the main rule...
u dont need a friend like me...
its not u,its me
the main reason why i didnt say hi in the messenger ;(
forgive me for i have wronged
im ashamed of myself...