non-static motions of life.

as mentioned earlier in my previous entry
i spend most of my time observing people around me
it has become sort of like my nature
i cant help it,i just look at how people make decision
in their respective lives.

i have known a lot of interesting characters
each one of us is unique in our own way
just like a leaf,there is no two are alike
and i have come to know these people as friends of mine
well at least most of them.

when the subject of "friends" is approached
i like to ponder and wander my not-so-worthy opinions on it
what do u do when ur friends bail out on u?
what do u do when these people whom u consider as ur friends
disagree with anything u say?
what do u do when they venture out on the world u hardly know about?
do u still stick by them?
do u want to break the long-time friendship?
do u seek others for companion?

i did some of the unexpected
those who i think no longer needs me in their lives,
i let them slowly turning into my acquaintances
i dont feel the pressure to keep up with them
i dont need to feel guilty of doing so
just like how i would treat all my acquaintances
i dont care if people think im being self-centred
that is life.
u just grew apart,thats all.
i dont bear any grudges toward them
life is all about growing up and realizing that u have changed.

one more thing that puzzled me since i can remember
is that world works as easy as the ABC.
when u do something unto someone else,
the tendency of it comes back
right at u and slapped u in the face
is very likely.
i dont know about u,but when anything unfortunate
happens to those who accidentally/purposely cause any disconcert to me,
i seemed happy as i assumed justice has been served.
now that is what i call as my guilty pleasures~
im sure many of u out there feels the same
and i bet people feels the same if
i go through some unpleasant turmoil in my life
especially after i accidentally/purposely offended them
personally or professionally

heck!
i feel a little lighter or whatever that supposed to mean