too preoccupied to be mentally distressed.

when i read irda haryani's entry on disconnected from life,

i never thought that it actually possible to happen.

now i am in that circumstance.

my table is a mess.
my room is a mess.
i keep forgetting things.
i keep having headaches and sleepless nights.
people around me seem to be helping,
yet i miss those who dont matter anymore.

i need to breathe.

deeply and without rushing.

somehow, i am disattaching myself from myself.

is that really possible?

yes it is possible.

i lost touch with myself.