my other half (well, almost!)

i used to tell her that i hated her when she was born

i even tried to suffocate her when i had to babysit

not that i had my "killer instinct"

i love her too much that i dont want her to suffer....

in the end, i can never be more grateful that she is here with me

yes, im talking about my younger sister.

her name is norazizah

my mom told us that her name was supposed to be nursabrina

to get the initial "S" for all her children.

but when he was asked to register her name

he just had to spoil everything.

moving on~

we are 6 years apart

but that never relieve her

because everytime we go out,

people will definitely consider her the elder sister

hahahaha :P

and as the "actual" elder sister,

i always tease her for being too mature for her own age

she would get mad at me, for a while that is.

since she cant stay away from me too long LOL



and ironically, she is the one with a steady now

i used to compare myself to her

evidently, we are the total opposites despite of our look

she is headstrong, im fragile

she is straightforward whilst i like to beat around the bush

she is not afraid of telling people a piece of her mind

while i rather keep things to myself.

she never stop harassing me with questions like:

bile kakna nk ade boyfriend ni? jah teringin nnk bermanja dgn abg ipar

i replied go bermanja2 with your own boyfriend laa DUH~!

nape kakna xsuke die?

this is when i disapprove of her previous relationships

well, needless to say that all of them are psychos

and they broke up every single time i told her i hate her boyfriend.

i didnt know i have so much influence on her...



she is the kind of person who would not cry

she wont shed a tear, not even for herself

as long as she can channel it in any other means possible

she will never show her soft side...

i used to think that she is heartless *_*

my mother occasionally tell us she loves us

i, on the other hand, rarely say that to my own sister.

we dont say that to each other but we felt it through actions.

i do love her, i would even die for her.

in spite of the quarrels and arguments for all our lives.

thank you for putting up with my mengade-ness

^_^