shattered. for now.

my worst expectation has been confirmed.

you are not talking to me because apparently you think that i didnt do my job.

have you ever tried asking me FIRST before jumping into conclusion?

you didnt inform me about the changes either.

so all i did was add up the points.

and you know what?

i hate when these things happen.

because i know how you would react.

because i have seen it all.

because i know all your so-called "methods" of making the other party feel down.

because i did join in your bandwagon.

because i didnt do anything to stop myself from further despair you cause.

why did i ever let you get to me?

why did i let myself feel very bad?
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you are pathetic.

you go all out on getting others' approval and attention.

whereas they dont even care about you.

you are turning into her.

the person you have been bitching about.

the person you loathe ever since she took your bestfriend away.

the thing is, she was N.E.V.E.R your bestfriend.

you hurt so many people and you can question why you have been having so many obstacles in life?

that is because you never realize it.

all you ever bother to do is to highlight others' faults.

please get your self dignity back because you are lacking of it.