peterpan's ugly duckling in the real world.

doesnt everyone wants to live a more harmonious world?
i do, unconditionally.
yet the world doesnt actually work the way we wanted it to
the world has changed.
i know i sound naive by saying this
but im the kind of person who refuse to let the world get me down
no matter how bad, things happen to me.
i heard in a tv show where one of the character said these:
'only naive people have this perception that they can change the world
into a better place to live'
that really shattered my safety wall that i have been built all these years
i dont have the intention to change the world
but if we can create a small wave of change, doesnt it make us worth living?

i used to think that i have quite mature myself
after all the things that i make myself go through
some of it were out of my own naive decisions
and im grateful to every part of it
but once i got into the working world,
i come to the conclusion
that im not so mature to be frank
im still in my lala/wonder land
get a grip please!!

now im going back to my learning phase
taa~