can i choose not to name this?

i recently confessed to her that i actually like you. ;)

i dont know why i did that but the feeling has been there for a while.

i am just in this denial that people think i chose you over him because you are more good looking.

all this while, people around us have been telling me what a match we would be.

how we look alot alike.

how we smile the same way.

how our name starts with the same syllable.

how our fathers' names start and end with the same letter.

so she said "if those arent the indicators, what else?"

you do look like my paternal father figure.

which is why i kinda detest you in the first place.

but one thing is certain,

you have been the one chasing me, not vice versa.

i dont have to make any first move

i dont have to give any heavy hints

i definitely dont have to do everything

for whatever it is worth,

i chose you because you seem like someone who can save me.

like s used to say,

people need others to save them occasionally.

or something like that.

i probably need you to save me. *blush*